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Nobody can be believed. I forgot how to trust people. I forogot it being so young, at the age of 22. It's not a complaint, oh no. Thousands of people all over the world have the same trouble. I never can relax in my relationship with guys first of all, always think about the day HE leaves me even if the sky is clear and I can't see a cloud at the horizon. I'm paranoid and there's no point to hide it from myself, really hardly paranoid and my place is in some loony house. At the same time I'm scared to talk about it with the person dear to me. Nobody likes to be a part of a problem, I would even say a victim of anyone else's problem, and I don't want to couse this problem for a person I love ( it's the fastest way to breaking up I guess ). Prepare to keep my thoughts inside. but they start torturing me when they can't excape. It's a damn shitty ring. I know perfectly: thinking about possible problem won't prevent the problem and there's no point in this paranoya, but how can I stop it? Who can show me the way? Who can end this shit except myself? No one...
Our thoughts can be much more dangerous enemies than outer world sometimes, true.
Finished
P.S. Мне иногда кажется что я - это два абсолютно разных человека, вечером один, утром совсем другой...
Nobody can be believed. I forgot how to trust people. I forogot it being so young, at the age of 22. It's not a complaint, oh no. Thousands of people all over the world have the same trouble. I never can relax in my relationship with guys first of all, always think about the day HE leaves me even if the sky is clear and I can't see a cloud at the horizon. I'm paranoid and there's no point to hide it from myself, really hardly paranoid and my place is in some loony house. At the same time I'm scared to talk about it with the person dear to me. Nobody likes to be a part of a problem, I would even say a victim of anyone else's problem, and I don't want to couse this problem for a person I love ( it's the fastest way to breaking up I guess ). Prepare to keep my thoughts inside. but they start torturing me when they can't excape. It's a damn shitty ring. I know perfectly: thinking about possible problem won't prevent the problem and there's no point in this paranoya, but how can I stop it? Who can show me the way? Who can end this shit except myself? No one...
Our thoughts can be much more dangerous enemies than outer world sometimes, true.
Finished
P.S. Мне иногда кажется что я - это два абсолютно разных человека, вечером один, утром совсем другой...
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10.01.2007 в 13:08Arwen.
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23.01.2007 в 23:56Foxie.